Justin

As thing start to cool off and Justin and he has to focus more and more one his own issues, I have to work to remind myself of how much effort he put into pursuing me. It will take me time to get comfortable. And even that has it's dangers. I never want to take Justin for granted. I am so clingy. But I think that it was good for me to be without him this weekend. There is that fear that he will come back and say he is done with me. But I trust him. It is scary to trust that way, but I do. I know that he is going to come back from Corvallis and tell me that he misses me, and that he wants to see me, that he missed the sound of my voice, he missed how I smell, the taste of my lips, and how I cannot stop touching him.