Jeremy-Justin

Jeremy is being a douche bag. He is bring up fights from months ago and claiming to feel completely back stabbed. I know that things are going to come to a head between us and I am ready to have the tension completely gone. I do not want to cut him out of my life, but if he is going to be cruel then I cannot continue to give him my time and energy.

Justin thinks I should just be done with Jeremy. He was a little cranky, only very slightly, about it last night. I felt as though he might even be a bit disappointed in me in regards to this, and I could not handle that. He reassured me, but it is not something that I am willing to risk. I adore him, and I want so much for him to be proud of me, to be able to live up to this image he has of me.

This cannot continue. Jeremy has been disrespectful of Erin, Zimmie, myself, and now of Justin and my feelings for him. There is only so much farther he can push me.