Men

Men are horrible. They feel the need to be noble, at lest the good ones do. And that creates all sorts of issues for us honest women.

I'm not over Justin.

I don't know what I feel for three different men.

I just want to roll over and give up sometimes. It would be easy after a while, I'd grow numb.

But the rest of me knows that is just a lie. I'm a hopless romantic, and that is just how it is.

James, Jim, Kris. All three of you confuse me. I have no idea what I feel for any of you. You are each quite different. All of you older than me, that and having y chromosomes is likely all the three of you have in common really.

It is too soon to know. And I'm happy for the most part living in this land of not knowing. I think that Kris wishes that I knew how I felt, but he's doing a good job of not saying anything. The last thing I want is to hurt any of these men. They all seem wonderful, even James who I've not yet met face to face. It wold be nice if I could get a chance to hang out with Jimbo. That might answer some of the questions I have about how I feel about him, and everyone else. But I suppose that nothing is going to be made easy for me.

Out of the three Jim confuses me the most. The other two at lest admit interest in me. Jim knows me best and has admited the lest. I simply have no idea how to feel about it.

As it is for now I simply hope to make new good friends, to learn to dance, and to have a good time. If I fall in love with one of these men, then so be it. If not then there are certainly others out there, perhaps one will find me?