Saturday, August 1, 2009

Hard

It is very hard right now to think of anything and not have it remind me of Justin. I cannot even look at the movies that are coming out without my heart hurting. We were going to see Inglorious Bastards together, maybe Funny People, too. I want to see District 9 and had planned on asking him to take me. He got me started reading the Ender Series by Orson Scott Card. I'd like to continue reading the series, it's very good. But I'm going to think of him the entire time. I want to go back and read The Foundation Series by Isaac Asimov. But he read that in High School, and it is one of the reasons I started to seriously talk to him.

I close my eyes and I see his face, his smile. Oh Goddess help me but he has the most handsome smile I've ever seen. It breaks my heart to think I'll never see him smile at me again.

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